lilian on August 17th, 2008

you know what? Sometimes, it is much kinder to do something evil to appease ourself than to do nice things that please others but in the long run, we allowed the evil to eat up our total self. So much so that we no longer recognise the true self, the one with the good and bad sides.

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lilian on August 7th, 2008

slap me Father for I am so, so perfect and always right.

I think this is my anti-histamine talking….

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lilian on August 5th, 2008

I realised that wisdom does not come with age. And I also realised that patience and tolerance have their limits.
That’s what happen when a person sold their soul to their god call money, status, image and appearances. Knowing that borrow money from Ah Long (or illegal moneylender) will lead to dire consequences, he [...]

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lilian on July 28th, 2008

yerrrr……..I hate it when those parishioners turned their heads over to stare at me. Ish, so clever, come and volunteer lah!

That kind of spoil my mood because I feel damn pissed when organists never give me cues and I have to stare helplessly at the only nice cantor who will signal for me.

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lilian on July 27th, 2008

Ophiuchus is referred as the 13th sign and the symbol is a serpent. We have 12th zodiac signs, right? So, the 13th is the bad luck sign.
I was watching this documentary on the History Channel with my sons and we waited and waited for what we wanted to hear. The documentary is [...]

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