Few nights ago, I was looking for some directions. Like usual, I browse through the Bible. It is a bad thing to browse through the Bible, ok? One doesn’t treat the Bible that way. One prayerfully pray and ask for God’s direction through His Words.
But to me, it is a form of prayer. Here I am, looking for some directions. I want to know if I should do it or not do it. So, I read a few chapters. I read the Gospel and it is about the road to Emaus. Or something like that. Jesus was resurrected from the dead and He was walking with the two disciples (I forgot the name now and am too lazy to search) and they didn’t recognise him.
That doesn’t make much sense to me. So, I browse through the Old Testament and the chapter is about the king. It still doesn’t make sense.
Then, I went to the Psalm and freakingly freaky, it is also about the king. So, here I am, with loud and clear message that the King of Kings is here to take charge. Yet, I cannot recognise Him.
I know I am taking the Bible like a fortune telling lucky book. But I was desperate to find answers, to know if I should have some faith and jump right in. So, after wondering for two days, I decided to just do it. I pray and pray that God will be there to prod me, back me, kick me, push me, whatever.
Now, I am beginning to see result. God is there and I must remind myself to just believe that if I prayerfully ask for His help, He will because He is the King of Kings and there is nothing and no one I should fear.
So, God, give me the courage to broach the subject, the wisdom to do it right and the faith that I am doing it for You and You alone. *close eyes and jump into the unknown territory* Oh ya, of course, also for the Glory of Your name and errm…a bit of credit to me too, please.
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