Recently, I have not been writing as much as I used to. Maybe, I am pretty settled into a comfy life again. I no longer struggle with the decision of going to another state/country to study or not. My mind is pretty made up. I have written a letter to the nun in Assunta. I am going if there is a suitable date (i.e. not clashing with Chinese New Year or school opening).
So, there is no inner demon to war with. Life goes on as usual. That’s why I cannot find any inspirational stuffs to write.
(this building is at the highest point of the hill where College General is. I heard that it is a museum.)
On Tuesday, I met up with two priests from College General and I told them I am a blogger. Fr Edwin asked if I am the one who wrote about College General. Yes, that’s me. Whatever words or names I write, they tend to end up on the first page on the search results. I can’t help it that God and Googlegod love me to bits and gave me that Midas touch. Many companies would die to have that kind of magic touch.
Martin Jalleh’s name also end up on my blog. I told Martin that I am like his PR (public relation officer) because whatever bad or good I wrote about him in my blog, that post will be there to be found by every surfers.
Father Fabian too stumbled upon my blog before he realised that I am THAT meek woman, sitting down quietly at the pew all the time. Hehehe.
Therefore, is it any wonder that whenever I wish to be more truthful, I get cold feet about those holy people accidentally stumbling upon my horn self? Bah, do I care? Nay…..Never be a hypocrite. So, either love me or leave me alone, that’s my tagline.
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