It is the beginning of the month and I have just received most of the income for the month. Nowadays, I merely calculate how much Ringgit Malaysia that comes in after I have converted them from USD. Previously, I use to keep a record of how much I make per day but after some enlightenment, I have broken from the shackles of ‘How much did I make today?’ kind of tension. It is my desire to place less emphasis on the money I make online and to focus on doing something that benefits me spiritually. Remember, a servant can only serves one master, i.e. either God or money.
I must say that it is only God’s grace that all those dollar and cents multiply enough to give us a comfortable life without hubby having a job. I actually, wickedly and privately feel so happy that he is still comfortable with his semi-retirement status because that way, I can get more things done. I pray that the Lord will continue this status quo so that with the time available, I can spend it fruitfully to do something that I enjoy and which is part of God’s will.
I wonder when I will receive my first package for the Theology-DIY? I am supposed to sign up for a course in College General so that I will be able to access their library for me to use the books as study reference. However, all these Bicentennial involvements have made me forget to check with the administrator. *makes mental note to do it on Monday*
Meanwhile, I have written the letter to Assunta Hospital to enquire about the first unit of the CPE but I didn’t sent it out yet. I need to dig deeper into my heart if I can stomach staying in Petaling Jaya. *makes mental note to devote time to do some soul searching before I send the letter out*
So, for the month of October, I am going to continue my voluntary pastoral care in Mt Miriam, get all the courses registered and done with and work on my online income as usual, minus the tension of worrying of ‘how much I made today’. (FYI, I need to do basic Theology because if I intend to pursue CPE, I need the cert.)
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